← morganhollymoore

diary

written on a balcony, mostly unedited ✦

Why I wrote a whole page about my own "leaks"

The search result was written by people selling something, so I wrote a better one. What those sites are, what they actually cost people, and why answering honestly works.

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What it is actually like being looked at for a living

The comments you expect, the ones you do not, and the boundaries you have to build yourself because nobody hands them to you.

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The night-out logistics nobody posts about

Getting home, keeping track of people, the phone battery problem, and why the boring rules have never once ruined an evening.

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A 2am playlist: industrial, nu-metal, and one song I cannot justify

What is actually on in the background of everything I make, why the 2000s stuff has come back, and the one track I will defend to anybody.

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Filming when you live in a small flat with bad light

No studio, no ring light budget, one window facing the wrong way. What I actually do, and why most of what I shoot never gets used.

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Dressing like this without spending a fortune

Almost everything I own is second-hand and altered. How to search resale properly, what to look for, and the three cheap alterations that change everything.

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Makeup that is still there at 3am

Why heavy foundation slides off, how to do a wing without doing it four times, and the products that actually earn their place in a bag.

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The septum question, and everything else I have had pierced

What actually hurt, what took a year to heal, how to spot a bad studio, and the piercing I would not get again.

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Everything I got wrong going platinum

Three bleach sessions, one emergency bob, and a maintenance routine I did not know I was signing up for. What I would tell anyone thinking about it.

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